"Every time that I find myself blinded by the shine of your eyes I ignore all you’ve done before. when you crushed me it killed, & it felt like some kind of Hell, but I managed to still run back to you. Every time, why do I go and run back to you? Every time that I see your face it blocks out all that you’ve done in my memory banks. I’ve been trying to move on to a whole new place, but all the days that I do end up going to waste. I can never remember how the pain would seep in, and I would always forget how my strength would weaken. You would have me feeling high then you’d have me feeling low, feeling lost all the time no idea where to go. It’s just every time I look at you I’m blinded by your cataracts, erasing all opinions of you lurking I had in the past. You would have me crawling on my knees, for god sakes. But your beauty would always lead you to a clean slate. It never takes long for your smile to place me in your vile, and put me back on that dial. Even with other options always passing through, every time I see your face I run back to you…."
